So, since I'm probabally going to be online for a while, and therefore make multiple Journal entries. Thus goes life.
I sort of wish I has a personal Diary, that no one could see...unless I wanted them to, and then only what I wanted them to, without them knowing that I'm witholding info.
I sort of wish I could touch something perfect without ruining it. Not REALLY ruining it, but changing it's essence. "Like the memory now is like the picture was then; once it's crinkled up, it can't be perfect again." That makes me feel so understood, which is why I hate bringing out the works of art that I'm proud of, for fear they'll be harmed.
Because when I bring them out, they DO get hurt. somehow. Be it some ASS that happens to be in my class, and finds it funny to mess it up *throttling motion* or the WIND when i'm WALKING HOME! IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO JUST SHOW PEOPLE ART??? IS IT???


Different topic.
I hope somebody can loan me a CD or something with linkin Park mp3s on it...so I can add them to my new mp3 player, when I get it ( oh, God I hope he didn't do something stupid and leave it in Texas.) I can't help worrying how much it's worth, though. I hope he didn't spend TOO much money, or too little and get someting Defective TT One of my faves is Hybrib theory. WOW my mind is all over the freaking place.

I think everybody should be afraid of going Schitzo...just a little bit. Not knowing who you are, it must be scary.

I'm good at reading people, did I tell you that? Well, most people...if they're not too shallow, or too deep. Like Angel. She's hard to predict, and I just do the best I can not to hurt her while keeping her from molesting me TT. It's easiest to tell when they're like me in some way. Gabby's like me in the way things relate to each other in her mind, Darla in how she realtes to other people, and Jonathan in the way he plots out his childish revenge...I'm not like that anymore, but I used to be. All "Everybody hates me, I can't trust anybody, not even the people I care for, but I want to protect them"

Poor John, he doesn't even understand himself.
Always plotting, Never knowing. So I'll basically spell it out for him, though if He ever reads this, He'll deny it.
It's something like " I hate that person so much that I'll find a way to take my own life and frame him/her for it. Family's not worth trusting, though I feel a twinge of guilt for using them. I'm too weak to be worth anything, so I won't try to get stronger. Life's worth nothing to me, so I don't bother to question death." and so I continue my own thoughts here. You May hate that person with all your heart, but when you're floating around like a little dust mote in the afterlife, you'll hate him all the more. You're BORN weak so YOU CAN GET STRONGER. People come into this world with nothing but Greed, Hate, and Survival instict. Jonathan seems to have been in the "stupid gland' line while they were giving out the third. Honestly, do you THINK that the heroes were BORN at lv 100? HELL no. they were born at level 1, while all the lv 6's laughed at him, but you know what? he had BALLS, and he learned that if you got KICKED in the balls, it hurt, and he LEARNED that if you KICKED OTHERS BACK, they would scream JUST LIKE YOU DID and collapse on the ground writhing! If you find the bigger man wears a cup, then defeat him with wit, because usually, the bigger man goes home and cries himself to sleep. Then You can watch and learn how to use a GODDAMN POKER FACE and become a tactician!

You WILL learn that you can see things from more than one side.
That things are never as they seem.
That the most shallow people can become the deepst person you know.
That things can change.
You will remember the innocence of youth, and learn how to teach.
You will learn that the top dog gets undermined, and if you're smart, you can be the one who does that.
Nothing is impossible, there is only varying proababilities.
Nothing is without consequence.
It is impossible to truly teach a life lesson and not sound cliche.
The cake is a lie.
The truth is aquired through lies, and the best lie is a half-truth.
Dreams are impossible, but not without meaning.
People should care less, but you should care more.
There are no stupid questions, only stupid answers, and the best question is posed with the answer in sight.
Books are treasures, and fantasy can teach the most.
Reality is a lie.
Question everything, even if it makes sense.
Learn to bluff well, it could save your life.
Nothing is without its reward.
Answer me this: A fire burns down your house, your family, and everything you love. What is your reward? The fact that you just lost everything.
Rewards ARE consequences, you just have to look at it right.
DEFINE things to learn.
Gray is undefined.
That is why the region between life and death is considered the "Gray Area"
Reading a dictionary can be INTERESTING, just look for words that catch your eye, and use them to trick people.
The best part of a secret is sharing it.
Life isn't fair unless you define it correctly.
There is always a way to win.
Nothing is still a choice, but the world won't stop and wait for you.
One in a million generally narrows down to one out of ten.
Remember everything.
Train yourself.
The instant that you give up you fail.
If nobody punishes you, then punish yourself.
You should be your own harshest critic.
You have to practice to perfect, and perfection is in the eye of the beholder, though unattainable.
Knowledge is power, don't you forget it, and if you think I'm done quoting things you have another think coming.
Language can become universal, but is a wonderful, terrible thing. It limits the mind to certian ideas, and slows it down. Like tied up eagles on a conveyor belt. They can only go as fast at the conveyor belt run. The only one who can decide for you is yourself.
Pain is just a message, and messages can be ignored.
Warning signs are there for a reason, and rules are meant to be broken.
When things are broken there are consequences.
Learn from your mistakes, for if you ever make it twice, you're a fool, and three times I declare you senile.
There is never new invention, only disoveries.
Poison spreads quickly.
Time passes slowly.
The mind and the body are closely connected, and to inflict damage to one will scar another.
Mental pain is greater than physical, 'cuz they don't make band-aids for your brain.
Sticks and stones can BRUISE my bones, but words can ALWAYS hurn me.
Egress means exit.
Some people learn by watching, fewer by reading, and the rest just have to go and pee on the electric fence for themselves.
You DO know everything, you just have to define it.
In order to know someone, you have to understand them.
In order to love others, you have to love yourself.
There are 4 words for love in greek.
If you want something done right, you have to do it yourself.
One line can change everything.
Hey is for horses, and I'm just a girl.
You don't have to mean it for it to hurt.
Seeing IS beliving, but you can still doubt.
Everybody has their quirks, and a brick wall still has chinks.
Ink can smudge, and will if you're not careful.
It's possible to avoid something.
Wise as an owl, tounge of a serpent.
Hidden meanigns are the best, and a tounge can be a double-edged sword.
Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer, unless they stink.
Everything has strings attached, you just have to look.
Again, definitions mean a LOT.
Find a loophole and keep it to yourself.
Misinterpertation can be used as an advantage.
Knowledge is sometimes best kept to oneself.
Things take time.
Watch and wait.
Listen and learn.
Keeping a secret can get you more.
Shut up or put up.
Things are better understood when learnt yourself, but sometimes you're better off READING the Darwin awards.
LIFE is hell.
Two wrongs don't make a right, but three lefts do.
Things can be taken both literally and laterally.
Saying things out loud can help you, but writing them down is best.
You can eat paper, it just doesn't taste good.
Just because you can't doesn't mean you won't.
Just because you can doesn't mean you will.
If you go with the flow, You'll probably drown.
Too much of anything can kill you.
What you don't know CAN kill you, but it can save you as well.
If you spend your whole life listaning to your heart, soon you'll hear nothing at all.
It's possible to be in the negatives and still come out even.
Don't say it if you don't mean it.
You don't have to say everything you think.
There's always a reason.
Reading into things will get you a headache.
A double negative is another word for positive.
The internet may have been made for porn, but it can do a helluva lot more.
Terry Pratchett quotes
They both savoured the strange warm glow of being much more ignorant than ordinary people, who were ignorant of only ordinary things.
Windle shook his head sadly. Five exclamation marks, the sure sign of an insane mind.
Tortoise: 'How many talking tortoises have you met?'
Brutha: 'I don't know.'
Tortoise: 'What d'you mean, you don't know?'
Brutha: 'Well, they might all talk. They just might not say anything when I'm there.'
Many feel they are called to the priesthood, but what they really hear is an inner voice saying, 'It's indoor work with no heavy lifting, do you want to be a ploughman like your father?
It is a popular fact that nine-tenths of the brain is not used and, like most popular facts, it is wrong... It is used. And one of its functions is to make the miraculous seem ordinary and turn the unusual into the usual.
Because if this was not the case, then human beings, faced with the daily wondrousness of everything, would go around wearing big stupid grins, similar to those worn by certain remote tribesmen who occasionally get raided by the authorities and have the contents of their plastic greenhouses very seriously inspected.
'That's right,' he said. 'We're philosophers. We think, therefore we am.'
'We get that in here some nights, when someone's had a few. Cosmic speculation about whether the gods exist. Next thing, there's a bolt of lightning through the door with a note wrapped round it saying, "Yes, we do" and a pair of sandals with smoke coming out.'
Dhblah sidled closer. This was not hard. Dhblah sidled everywhere. Crabs thought he walked sideways.
"The secret is not to dream," she whispered. "The secret is to wake up. Waking up is harder. I have woken up and I am real. I know where I come from and I know where I'm going. You cannot fool me any more. Or touch me. Or anything that is mine."
"If you trust in yourself ... and believe in your dreams...and follow your star...you'll still get beaten by people who spent their time working hard and learning things and weren't so lazy"
"Yes, but my father said that free advice often turns out to be expensive." Said Tiffany
The thing about witchcraft," said Mistress Weatherwax, "is that it's not like school at all. First you get the test, and then afterward you spend years findin' out how you passed it. It's a bit like life in the respect
Admittedly — and it took some admitting — he was a lot less of a twit than he had been. On the other hand, there had been such a lot of twit to begin with.
'When a bull coo meets a lady coo he disna have tae say, "My hert goes bang-bang-bang when I see your wee face," 'cuz it's kinda built intae their heads. People have it more difficult. Romancin' is verra important ye ken. Basically it's a way the boy can get close to the girl wi'oot her attackin' him and scratchin' his eyes oot.'
"I wonder ... Am I really a bastard or am I just really good at thinking like one?"
"(...) true style comes from innate cunning and mendacity. You can't buy it"
"Whole new theories of money were growing here like mushrooms, in the dark and based on bullshit."
"Building a temple didn't mean you believed in gods, it just meant you believed in architecture."
"I hate it when there are two four o'clocks in the same day."
"He is as straight as a corkscrew."
"A corkscrew?!"
"Yeah, he acts kind of curly, but he very well gets the cork out."
"I think that comes under the rule of Quia Ego Sic Dico."
"Yes, what does that mean?"
"'Because I said so', I think."
"That doesn't sound like much of a rule!"
"It's the only one [Vetinari] needs.[...]"
1. All fungi are edible.
2. Some fungi are not edible more than once.
Sometimes, the best answer is a more interesting question.
This was turning out to be the longest winter in living memory, so long, in fact, that living memory itself was being shortened as some of the older citizens succumbed.
'I would just like to point out, Dean, that it was not a very funny joke to begin with. It was a pathetic attempt, Dean, at dragging a sad laugh out of a simple figure of speech. Only four-year-olds and people with a serious humour deficiency keep on and on about it. I just wanted to bring this out in the open, Dean, calmly and in the spirit of reconciliation, for your own good, in the hope that you may be made well. We are all here for you, although I can't imagine what you are here for.
'Well, what is it achieving? I mean, really? Y'know, I thought, all you had to do is get a world working, and before you could say "creation" there'd be some creature who'd stand up, getting a grip on its surroundings, gaze with a certain amount of intelligence and awe at the infinite sky and say - '
' - that thing's getting bigger, I wonder if it's going to hit us,' said Rincewind.
'Rincewind, that remark was extremely cynical and accurate.'
'Sorry, Archchancellor.'
You have forgotten that there is no narrativium in this world. It does not know how stories should go. Here the third son of a king is probably just a useless weak prince. Here, there are no heroes, only degrees of villainy. An old lady gathering wood in the forest is just an old lady and not, as in your world, almost certainly a witch. Oh, there's a belief in witches. But a witch here is merely a method of ridding society of burdensome old ladies and an inexpensive way of keeping the fire going all night. Here, gentlemen, good does not ultimately triumph at the expense of a few bruises and a non-threatening shoulder wound. Here, evil is generally defeated by a more organized kind of evil. My world, gentlemen. Not yours. Good day to you"
yes, a mysterious shape, a sinister shape, a shape forted with, with, shapeness. it must be a plot element, otherwise there would be a better label
Having one before you go is the whole point of prunes! And no, you can't
"Rincewind: Homo-Sapien Sorcerus Iritablus. In reality I'm a full foot taller, bronzed and rippling with muscles but it's been a hard night for the artist."


"Rincewind: Honestly, some people. You give someone a tool and they spend the next 10 years of their life just playing with it. Doesn't anyone around here have a sense of purpose? A sensible grip on life?!"